Altered Paths to be updated next. This will be followed by another chapter of Playing With Fire.

Thanks for your patience,


Heads up:

Hey guys,

Just wanted to let you know there won’t be any updates this weekend. I took a little me time after all the negativity. I’m currently working on a “surprise” for later on. But I do plan on (if everything works out) having a chapter for Altered Paths and Playing with Fire by sometime next weekend. Thank you for your patience. I would like to clarify that I am not mad at my readers. I received a couple messages of concern and one of you assumed I would give up and quit. That’s not going to happen. I love writing too much to ever give up. Besides, that would be letting the ones giving me hell win. Not about to do that. I was only upset with the couple that were messaging me through fanfiction about my wordpress stories and being downright pushy and ugly. This happens to ALL writers, more than you’d think. We all have to deal with shit like this and sometimes the best thing to do is to take you a few days and just breathe. That’s what I did and I’m feeling a little better now. I think because these messages/reviews are written behind a computer screen that people often forget we are human and not robots. We have feelings and lives outside of the internet and fanfiction world. Just because you’re behind a screen doesn’t mean your words don’t sting. Watch what you say and how you say it. Luckily, I’m not the type of writer that would just flat out call it quits. I’ve been called a bitch, liar, terrible writer, racist (surprisingly), and have even been told that I should quit writing, because I have no talent and suck; all of this has been said within three years time. It happens…”shrugs” Not about to let it keep me down and stop doing what makes me happy. They can kindly piss off. Love to you all and no, I am NOT quitting or giving up. I don’t even have that in me.

Your fav clown,


Newsflash and heads up:

Hey guys,

Update to Playing with Fire should be up tomorrow. I was shooting for tonight but there’s too much going on at once. I can’t juggle, I haven’t got my clown license yet. To those messaging me about Altered Paths, it is coming… I just needed to work with my muse and what it calls for first. The next chapter to Altered Paths is mostly written already. I merely stepped aside for a moment, because it wasn’t what my heart was calling for at the time. Fellow writers know that more than anyone, it can’t be forced or it’ll suck! It’s that simple.

I say this because I am receiving way more threatening and or rude messages about updates. That kind of behavior will not guarantee you updates. I don’t care what you threaten me with. I’ve heard it all. “I’m going to unfollow you.” , “I’m going to quit reading your stories.” Then there’s the old guilt trips… “If you truly cared about your readers you’d do this and that and blah, blah, blah.” Anyone that truly knows me knows I care about my readers. I wouldn’t share my stories with you if I didn’t. I suppose I’m just at my wit’s end. Mainly with people who know you’re going through rough times, yet act as if they couldn’t give two fucks. I don’t work for you. You don’t pay my bills. Therefore, I don’t owe you anything. I find it downright heartless. It’s like saying screw what you’re going through and give me what I want. No, sir. No, ma’am. That shit won’t fly. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. I don’t play games. I will find a way to block you from even reading my stories, if that’s how it’s going to be. I don’t want the support of whiny little bitches. Don’t need ya.

I write with my heart and that’s what I have to follow. So if I’m not feeling something, I will not force it. I cannot stress that enough. My family, friends, RL, will always come first. I do not get paid to entertain you. I do it out of the kindness of my heart and because I love sharing my world with you.

Updates will happen when I can make them happen. To those being patient and supportive, I thank you. It means the world to me.

Thank you for your time,