Chapter 12 A New Tide

Chapter 12

I do not own SOA or Twilight.

“I got it!” Bella called out as she answered the door.

“Gem…” she murmured with relief.

Gemma nodded and took her shades off. The older woman was taken back as Bella hugged the daylights out of her. She swallowed back and patted her on the back as Bella actually teared up a bit.

“Thank God, you’re okay…” Bella declared and hugged her even tighter.

Mom?”

She peered over Bella’s shoulder and nodded upon her son.

“Are you okay baby?” Gemma asked as she cupped Bella’s chin and was checking her over.

Bella nodded but was regarding Gemma’s cuts bruises as well. There was no need to question it. She and Jax knew it was Clay’s doing.
“You?”

Gemma forced that smile, but didn’t respond.

“Where’ve you been?”

She didn’t answer as Bella stepped aside allowing her in.

“GEM!” Bella shouted as she walked right up to Jax and was about to pop him one.

Jax gritted his teeth and quickly blocked the attempt. He grabbed ahold of his mother and hugged it out. Bella clamped a hand over her mouth as the two broke down. She went to step out in order to give them their privacy.

“Where the fuck do you think you’re going?”

Bella spun around seeing as how Gemma was eyeing the engagement ring on her finger. Gemma walked over to Bella and got a better look at the ring.

“It’s beautiful.”

“Yes it is…” Bella agreed.

“Have you told anyone yet?”

“Haven’t really had the chance…”

Gemma nodded.

“It’s the darkest times that necessitate some light… You two have a reason to celebrate.”

“The timing isn’t quite right for celebrating…” Bella replied.

Gemma shook her head in full disagreement. She turned to her son and tapped her finger along the President patch. He went to say something on the matter. She put a finger to his lips stopping him. Jax closed his eyes for a brief moment.

“I won’t lie… I’m going to miss him. But he was lost… and there was no bringing him back. ” she turned back to Bella.

“If you hadn’t come into the picture, none of this would’ve happened!”

“And your grandson would be dead. If that’s what you came here for. Then there’s the door…” Jax warned.

His mother sighed.

“Let me finish…”

She took off her shades and looked Bella in the eyes.

“I fucked up sweetheart… Big time. I let you down. Apparently, I wasn’t the only one. Someone wishes to speak with you and privately.”

Bella narrowed her eyes on this. Gemma turned Bella’s head towards the door and Tig nodded in response.

“What’s he doing here?!” Jax hissed and started towards him angrily.

His mother quickly blocked the way.

“He’s just got something he wishes to say and he’s on his way.” She assured.

Jax gritted his teeth and pointed upon Tig.

“I don’t want that bastard anywhere near my family!”

Tig closed his eyes with a hint of a grimace. Bella turned to Jax.

“It’s okay…”

“No. Nothing about this is okay, baby. They could’ve killed you. Abel could’ve gotten hurt.” He pointed to Tig. “I will never forgive you for what you did! What kind of brother hurts another one’s family?! I believe I gave you specific orders. You were to leave Charming at once! Did I not make myself clear?”

“He’s here because of me…” Gemma defended.

Bella walked over and took Jax by the hand. She led him to Abel’s room and pulled the door to.

“Just let me see what he has to say and he’ll be on his way.”

Jax’s lip curled on this and he paced the room a bit.

“If he lays one hand on you…”

Bella nodded showing as how she was packing heat.

“Don’t hesitate. I mean it. You blow his fucking dick off if you even suspect he might pull something.”

When they stepped back out of the bedroom, Gemma had Abel in her arms.

“Let me watch Abel for a few days. Take her with you…” Gemma hinted as to the Son’s rally that was being held this weekend.

“Announce your new title and engagement… put all this behind you.”
Mom…” Jax called out in concern.

She smiled and kissed his cheek.

“I’m going to be just fine, baby.” She looked to her grandson.

“Aren’t we?”

Abel nodded and handed Jax his stuffed dinosaur.

“Da-dee roar!”

Gemma smiled.

“That’s right… Daddy’s got this.”

Jax swallowed back on his mother’s words as she sent him a wink.


Bella stepped on out and pulled the front door to. Tig removed a couple cigarettes from his shirt. He handed one over and lit it for her. They stood there in silence for a moment. After a while Tig drew back a breath. “If I had known… I would’ve never agreed to Clay’s plan. I don’t expect you to believe that. But I stand by my word.”

“You’re right… I don’t. I’ve the feeling you’d have sucked his dick if Clay ever demanded it.”

He pulled a certain face and reared back a bit.

“Hey, we’re being honest with one another, right?”

“Yeah, but cock sucking? You just had to go there?”

She nodded with a touch of a smile.

“That’s exactly why we’d have never worked.”
“And why’s that doll?”

“Call me selfish but playing the third wheel in a relationship? Not my particular cup of tea.”

Tig let out a miserable laugh as he took a drag off his cigarette.

“You’ve got a bit of a bitch side, don’t you?”

“When needed…” she admitted.

He nodded on this.

“Well I’ve given you plenty of reason…”

“Why did you go through with it? You could’ve put a stop to it.”

The man looked to the sky in thought.

“I had this belief that Clay would do whatever was best for the club. No matter how dirty our hands got. I kept seeing that finish line up ahead. However, as time progressed that finish line became further and further away. I agreed to a lot of things. Things that make me cringe to this very day. I kept telling myself it was for the greater good. Why else would Clay even suggest these things otherwise? Things such as testing you… I won’t lie. That shit you can do. Freaks me the fuck out! It’s not natural. And I could see where Clay was going. I still feel you should be tested…”
She cut him a look of sheer hell.

“I’m not pertaining to your loyalty. You’ve more than proved yourself… But even you gotta be curious as to what all you’re fully capable of.”

“And what are you suggesting exactly?”

Tig shrugged.

“I’m sure Juice wouldn’t mind being your test dummy.”

Bella snorted on this.
“Still jealous I assume…” She teased in return.
“The one that got away… of course I am.”

“You never had me to begin with.” She fired back.

He sighed with true disappointment.

“And how are you handling things?” she questioned to his great surprise.

“Not sure. How do you handle having your entire life ripped away from you and within the span of a week?”
Bella nodded in understanding.

“It’s no more than I deserve…”

Tig kissed her forehead and gave her hand a slight squeeze.

“Take care of them for me… Will you?”

“Always…”

She watched as Tig Trager got on his bike and left Charming.


Day 1 SOA rally:

Bella helped the guys get everything set up. From her understanding this was going to be a three day event. She and Jax would be sleeping here as they help the club host the rally. Part of her was nervous having no clue what to expect exactly. A few Sons had showed up already. So far she’d met ones from Texas, Alabama, and Arizona. There were only three of the original nine left; Piney Winston, Otto Delaney (who was currently in prison), and Keith McGee who was on his way from Belfast, Ireland.

There were all kinds of hard liquor, kegs, bikes, loud music, and half naked women. Bella did her best not to giggle at a few of them. Some were of very questionable taste. Of course Ima showed up before long with the other Cara Cara girls. Bella sent her a taunting wink and blew her a kiss.

“I saw that…” Jax murmured as he was coming around the corner.
“I haven’t the faintest what you’re referring to…” Bella replied with a smirk as she popped open a beer and handed it over.

“You gonna behave, darlin’?”

“That depends on how tight you’re keeping the leash.”

He raised his brows on this and took a plunge off his beer.

“Now that sounds incredibly kinky…” Jax replied as he ran a hand along her ass.

“Hmmm.” He hummed as he was admiring it.

“You ready for all this crazy?” he asked as he wrapped his arms around her waist.

“Is this another one of your open door attempts?”

“Little late for that…” Jax replied as he nodded towards the ring on her finger.

“Oh, you mean this old thing?”

He arched a brow as she took the ring off.

“It comes right off…” she teased.

He nodded and took the ring from her hold. He twirled her about and put it back on.

“Yeah well, this… doesn’t…”

Her jaw dropped as he unbuttoned his shirt revealing his newest tattoo. He had an ‘A’ tattooed to his bicep with a set of wings.

“When did you…? I mean how did I miss that?” She thought back to the other day.

He fixed his shirt and buttoned it back up.

“I was gonna tell you but you threw me off when I couldn’t get you to ask where I was. Hell, you didn’t even notice I had it! I had this whole speech planned and everything. It was going to be epic.”

She snorted.
“Oh I’m sure…Must be a slow artist if that took two days!” She smarted.

Jax shook his head with a smirk.

Smartass…” he muttered under his breath.

“Heard that…”

“Good, so we’ve established you’re not hard of hearing.”

He picked her up and placed her on the counter of the bar. Jax’s hands ran along her thighs as he pressed himself against her. His tongue thoroughly explored her mouth as he kissed her. A soft moan escaped him as she wrapped her arms and legs around him. He leaned into her ear.

“You drive me crazy… You know that? It’s taking all will not to fuck you right here right now.”

“Don’t stop on my account…” they turned to seeing as how Bobby was toasting a beer their direction.

Bella broke into a giggle fit and Jax sighed in misery. Jax cleared his throat and ‘adjusted’ himself.

“Thanks…” Jax sarcastically remarked as he lowered her back down.

“You cockblocking son of a bitch…”

Bobby grinned and patted him on the back.

“Anytime!’


Bella laughed as Juice missed the target and nearly hit one of the bikes.

“One too many already?” She teased as she made her way over and picked up the throwing knife.

She tilted her head upon the throwing board and handed Juice her beer. Bella sent the blade flying missing the bullseye by just a hair.

“No fucking way…” Juice murmured in disbelief.

Jax had caught wind of this from a distance as well.

“Fuck, did you see that shit?” Jax questioned Opie.

He nodded.

“Sure did…”

“I didn’t know pussy could throw like that…”

They turned to the voice and Jax grinned ear to ear.
“Happy, I was wondering if the freak show was coming to town!” he greeted the man with a hug.

Happy chuckled and went back to scoping out Jax’s old lady. Opie chuckled to himself already seeing those gears going as he too greeted him with a hug.

“Hot, isn’t she?” Jax remarked with a shrug.

“Oh yeah… Maybe I should introduce myself…”

Jax nodded and patted him on the back.

“You do that…”

Opie looked upon Jax as if he were insane. Jax lit up a cigarette and observed from a distance.

“Hey man!” Juice called out as Happy made his way over.

Happy nodded upon him and hugged him but had his eyes on Bella.

“And who’s this?”
“Angela… Angela this is Happy…”

“Nice throw…”

Juice laughed.

“She’s cheating… somehow.”
“I am not, you dick!”

“Fuck!” he hollered as she punched him in the arm.

Happy shrugged and took out one of his blades. He handed it over.

“Prove it…”

“Beginners luck… No way she’ll get anywhere close this time.”

She bit her lower lip for a moment and looked to the throwing board in thought.

“Ten bucks says I can…”

Happy grinned and Juice shrugged. He dug into his pocket and pulled out a crumbled up ten.

“Hit the bullseye it’s yours.”

“The bullseye?!”

Juice nodded.

“Yeah or no deal.”

Bella rolled her eyes.

“Fine…”

She threw the knife and Juice’s jaw dropped. Bella reached over and yanked the money out of his hold.

“I’ll take that.”

She walked over to the board and retrieved the two blades. Just as she was to hand Happy’s back; she felt a hand running along her ass. Bella spun around and put the blade to their neck. The man had a big grin on his face and he raised his hands in the air.

“Easy now…”
“Quite the opposite I assure you. Do that again and you’re going wind up a foot shorter.”
“You’d slit a man’s throat with his own blade?”

“Do you really want to find out?”

Opie raised his brows upon Jax as he was dying in laughter.

“You’re just going to stand there and watch?”
“She’s got this…”

Bella lowered the knife and handed it back. She jumped with widened eyes as the knife sailed right by her ear and hit the target dead center. Happy had this egotistical grin going. Juice narrowed his eyes wondering why she didn’t use her shield. Happy leaned into her ear.

“Let me know when you wanna play with the big boys…”

Her lip curled in disgust as Happy popped her on the butt with his blade and strut off. Juice nodded upon her afterward.

“What happened there?” he whispered curiously.

She eyed Happy down as he was heading inside.

“I have to be careful…” she hinted.

“Careful?”

“Think about it Juice… You saw the way Clay reacted. Imagine that only ten times worse.”

He nodded in perfect understanding.


As the night progressed, so did the questions pertaining to Clay and Tig. Jax didn’t utter a word on it. He simply waited until he knew most of everyone had arrived. He found himself looking to Bella off and on. There was this incredible sense of pride on how she was handling everything. She had a smile on her face and it truly felt as if she belonged… This was something he never felt with Tara. She stuck out like a sore thumb. And for once Jackson Teller truly felt as though he were free. Something he honestly hadn’t expected. He couldn’t believe he got that tattoo. But even through the agonizing pain on learning the truth and losing someone he once looked to as a father… He spent most of that time thinking about Bella and Abel. He wanted his old lady to take just as much pride in him as he had her. Sure he could’ve gone and slept with his choice of the club girls. He even thought about it. But the moment Jax pictured the look on his old lady’s face… He felt nauseas. The guilt alone had him picturing if it were the other way around. The mere idea of her messing around on him had Jax picturing violent scenarios. Such as beating the living shit out of the bastard and blowing his head off afterward. He just couldn’t hurt this one. She was different. According to Jax… Bella was perfection. She had everything he’d always hoped for in a woman. A killer body, mesmerizing eyes, contagious smile and laughter, she was also a bad ass that could hold her own when needed. Yet she had her bashful moments and he could still manage to make her blush. Something he rather adored. But the most important thing? She loved him and Abel unconditionally. And he’d be damned if he ran her off by doing something stupid. So he spent those two days at the cemetery drinking, smoking, and reading his father’s manuscripts. The reason for the tattoo? He found himself imagining what Bella’s life was like, before she entered his and Abel’s life. Then he realized something… Everything he did as of late. She and Abel were the first that came to mind. Then the one question entered his thoughts. How was he going to improve this club and better their lives? This was Jax Teller’s one chance… and he was taking it.

He nodded upon Opie giving the cue. Opie nodded in return and gestured for Bobby to kill the music. The others were gathering the ones outside. He waited until everyone was in the club. He’d never felt more nervous in his entire life. But he swallowed that shit down and got to business.

Jax told the Sons of Clay and Tig’s betrayal. He told them the truth behind everything. The only thing he left out was Bella’s odd ability. He wasn’t surprised to see the shock on their faces especially Keith McGee. He looked over to Bella at one point seeing as how she was holding Piney’s hand. But he knew it hadn’t anything to do with Clay. From what he read of his father’s manuscripts – Piney and John were pretty tight.

He figured it best to get the bad news out of the way first. He’d wait until tomorrow to announce his and Op’s new status – even if it was pretty obvious… It still needed to be proclaimed. But now wasn’t the right time. It also wasn’t a good time to bring up his and Bella’s engagement. There were a few tears here and there. Some arguments were beginning to unfold and a few had walked out of the club. The rest of the night had a more solemn feeling to it.

By the end of the night he learned that there were two more Sons that wished to be voted in. They were Happy and Kozik. He thought of the irony, considering Tig always had a problem with Kozik. He just never knew why. It was also more than apparent that Happy was crushing on his old lady. He spent most of the night flirting with her and doing whatever he could think of to get her attention. Happy even went for the jealousy route by flirting with a few club girls. Jax was merely amused by it. Yeah there was a twinge of jealousy. But it was obvious Bella saw nothing in the guy. He spent the rest of the night in observation – of everyone and everything around him.


Bella sighed as Happy sat beside her and put an arm around her. She removed his arm and came to her feet. He cocked a brow as Bella waved one of the prettier club girls over. She whispered something into the woman’s ear. The pretty brunette smiled and nodded Happy’s direction. The club girl made her way over and unfastened Happy’s pants. Happy reared back, but with a cocky grin. Just as the girl had her mouth around his cock Bella smacked her on the ass.
“Have fun…” Bella said with a wink and headed outside.

“That was scary…” Opie remarked as he and Jax witnessed this from the bar.

Jax drew back a breath on this.

“It was… wasn’t it?” he admitted looking to be in thought.

“Is it wrong that turned me on? Like incredibly…”

Opie laughed.

“I better not comment on that one…”

“Yeah that might be best.” Jax said with a grin as he came to his feet and patted him on the back.

“Where you going?”

“Where the fuck do you think?”


“Hey…”

Bella opened her eyes and smiled.

“Hey yourself…”

Jax sort of laughed and offered a hit off his cigarette. She took a drag and handed it back. He finished it off, flicking it to the ground, and then looked around making certain they had at least some privacy. It was impossible at these sorts of events to find a fully isolated area. There was some apprehension considering he hadn’t a clue how she felt about public sex. Sure they fucked at the lake but this had a lot more risk to it. There was a fifty-fifty chance of being walked up on. For some reason that had him even more turned on.

He backed her up against the building and put a hand up against the wall. As he kissed her he unfastened his pants and brought himself out. Jax kissed along her neck then whispered into her ear.

“I want you on your knees with that pretty mouth of yours around my cock, baby…”

She looked down seeing as how his cock as out and he was stroking it. He sent her a wink as she softly laughed. Bella came to her knees and Jax threw his head back as she wasted no time going down on him.

“Hmmm, keep going…” he encouraged as he was practically fucking her mouth.

He looked down as he pulled out.

“Open your mouth…” She opened her mouth and he shot a load into her mouth.

Once he finished, he watched her reaction closely. She swallowed it down and licked her lips clean. He shook his head as he was still rocking a hard on from hell. Jax helped Bella to her feet. He spun her around and had her bent over with her hands planted up against the wall. He reached around and undid her jeans. He pulled them down along with her panties. Jax took a moment to appreciate the little kitty shot. He took a finger and placed it inside.

“So tight…” he whispered and placed another finger in.

Bella clamped a hand over her mouth to keep from moaning.

“Something wrong?” he taunted once he took notice.

He pumped his fingers within her pussy.

“Fuck, you’re so wet….”

Jax removed his fingers and replaced them with something much more appeasing. He softly chuckled as Bella let out a noteworthy moan. He was too far gone to care if anyone was watching. Besides the way he saw it, Bella was his old lady… And he’d fuck her whenever and where ever he wanted. He found Bella’s soft moans and the sweet way she’d call to him by far sexier, than Ima’s annoying and what he figured to be ‘fake’ porn scream. There were so many times he wanted to tell that bitch to shut the fuck up. Especially during the times he was envisioning Bella. The whole fucking porn stars business wasn’t near as what it was all cracked up to be.

Jax got a firm grip on her ass and watched his cock at work. He could see her juices glistening along his dick. The sight alone had him gritting his teeth and he let out a soft growl as he came once again.


Bella reached out and felt around for her cellphone on the nearby nightstand.

“Hello?” She tiredly answered.

“Well hello… Did I wake you?”

Bella sat up in the bed and ran her fingers through her hair.

“Who is this?”
“Have you forgotten already… baby?”

She gritted her teeth and rolled on out of bed.

“How the fuck did you get this number?”

“You’re really going to ask me that?”
“This is harassment and you know it you…” Bella hissed into the phone.
“Relax…I was just wondering if you could meet me outside.”
“Outside? I’m not even home.”
“Oh I know… I’m here… At the club.”

Bella half laughed and hung up the phone. She grabbed one of Jax’s shirts and stepped into her jeans. Jax nodded upon her as he grabbed a cigarette.

“Who was that?”

“That little agent bitch. She’s waiting for me outside.”

Jax pulled a certain face and shook his head.

“Jesus!”

“Yep!”

He came to his feet.

“I’ll go with you…”
“I’ll be fine. Just worry about what you gotta do…” She said and rushed on out before he had a chance to argue.

Bella folded her arms about her chest realizing she forgot to put on a bra. “Shit…” she whispered as she walked amongst the naked bikers and women. Every one of them had passed out and was in awkward positions. She found herself rushing to the door out of fear of the agent seeing this.

Once Bella was outside she pulled the door to. Agent Stahl was leaning against her car when Bella stepped out. Only she had someone with her… To make matters worse Bella saw the sheriff pulling in as well. The Agent smiled on this and waved his way. He waved in return but didn’t look very happy to see her.

“Let’s cut to the chase… what do you want?”

“Oh it’s not about what I want…”

Agent Stahl motioned towards the man. He opened some sort of file and handed it over. Bella opened it seeing as how Jax was being served. It was about going to court over the custody of Abel.

“You’ve got to be kidding. She relinquished her rights. She hasn’t anything! Why would you call me out here for this? And since when are custody battles in the job description of an agent?”

“I thought you may say something along those lines…”

The man handed Bella another file. Bella opened it and staggered back. The first thing she took notice of was the name – Isabella Marie Cullen.

“What kind of sick game are you playing here?” Bella hissed harshly.
“Funny, I was just about to ask you the same. Does the hubby-to-be know you’re not really Angela Webber? Does his precious club and mommy dearest know you’ve been lying to them all along?”

Stahl leaned into Bella’s ear and whispered.

“And what would your current husband say if he knew you were fucking a big bad biker behind his back?”

“NOPE!” Wayne called out and hurriedly grabbed Bella before she had the chance to pop Stahl one.

“GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!” Bella shouted as Wayne held her back.

NOW!”

Agent Stahl smiled as the bikers started towards the agent threateningly.

“I believe the lady told you to go…” Happy said with a nod.

The held her hands up and backed away heading towards her car door.

“Until next time…” she said as she got into her car and left.

“THAT BITCH!” Bella yelled.

Wayne sighed as she was gathering the attention of the ‘guests’. He gently took her by the arm pulled her to the side. “Excuse us…” Wayne said to Happy. “Watch those hands…” Happy warned and Wayne sighed dropping his hold. The sheriff found himself rather nervous having all these bikers staring him down. But he hadn’t come here to cause trouble. He was here on Bella’s behalf. Once he got word of what Agent Stahl was pulling he bolted on out the door and rushed on over.

“Deep breaths…” he murmured as Bella had a hand up against the wall.

“Look kid, I don’t know what your story. But it’s obvious you were running from something. Whatever it was… must’ve been pretty bad. She’s just trying to rattle your cage. Don’t let her. It’s a police tactic… You know the drill considering what your father’s occupation was. I read the files as well and looked up his police jacket. He was one of the good guys. From the looks of things… so were you. I’m guessing you got thrown into a pit and saw no other way out. So I tell you what… you just let me handle this, between my department and this ‘town’… No one’s going to gonna mess you sweetheart.” she narrowed her eyes as he started towards his cruiser.

“Not even that uptight bitch…” Bella heard him mutter under his breath.

Once the sheriff left Juice rushed on over.

“You alright?”

She nodded but couldn’t hide how shaken up she truly was. He took out a smoke and got it started for her and handed it over. Bella’s hands shook as she took a drag. She closed her eyes doing her best to calm down. Juice wrapped his arm around her and led her back inside. Jax nodded upon them as he was heading that way.

“What happened?”
Bella motioned towards the backroom and kept walking. Once she pulled the door to, she looked to Juice then to Jax.

“They need to know…”
Jax narrowed his eyes looking puzzled.

“Know what exactly?”

“The truth…”

Juice reared back in wonder.

“Leave us…” Jax ordered.

Juice nodded but cut Bella a look of concern as he exited the room.

“Jax they need to know the truth about me… Where I come from and my name. I’d much rather it come from me than that bitch or any other source.”

“And what do you plan on telling them?”

“What do you mean?”

“What is the truth exactly?”

“I already told you.”

He sighed and pinched his eyes shut for a moment.

“The truth being … What? That you’re actually married and have been on the run from your husband and his family for the past three years?”

She grimaced on this.

Exactly… We’re supposed to announce our engagement tonight. Just how do you think that’s going to reflect on the club and us in general?”
“So you’re telling me we shouldn’t tell them?”

“Not at this very moment. No.”
“But we know what becomes of this… These secrets… Jax. They can be destructive. We’ve seen how this usually plays out.”

“And what is it we’re supposed to tell them, baby? That I’m playing house with a married woman?!”

“Not by choice! And since when do you care?!”

“I don’t! But they will!”

“I can’t continue down this path Jax. It’s one lie after another. How will I ever earn their trust if this continues?”
“Angel baby… I get it. Trust me. I do. And I love that about you. You haven’t any idea how refreshing that is… But this is one area I need you to trust me in. This stays between you, me, and my mother.”
“She knows Jax… it’s only a matter of time now.”
“Who knows…?”
“Agent Stahl… She had some papers showing how you’ve been served. It was all pertaining to the custody hearing over Abel.”
He sort of laughed and shook his head.

“She also had a file… Isabella Marie Cullen’s… You know… The girl from the small town of Forks. The bitch even had information on my father and the department he worked for. Along with mine and Edward’s marriage license etc…”
“Edward? That’s his name?” Jax scoffed.

“This guy sounds like a certified pussy.”

Bella managed to laugh.

“You haven’t any idea…”

He nodded in thought.

“All I know is this, if you let that bitch get in your head it doesn’t matter what she does you’ve already lost.”

Bella reached to her head as it was pounding all to hell. Jax made his way over and caressed her cheek.

“I need you to trust me. When the time is right; we’ll tell them but together. For now… I need you to promise me you won’t utter a word on this. And if just so happens to come up. You let me deal with it personally. If you don’t… this is all going to fall back on you. And that’s not something I can have. I know what it would look like to the others. How they would see you, when that couldn’t be further from the truth. You did what you did in order to survive, but in their eyes… You’d become something much worse. Don’t you see? This isn’t about me and how I look to the club. This is me trying to keep you protected. Hell I don’t care about that piece of shit husband of yours. In my eyes you’re the mother of my son and my wife. It’s going to take a lot more than a piece of paper and some stupid agent to prove otherwise. Jax pointed to his heart. This is what matters. It’s what we feel in here. You have a new family now. A new life… A man that truly gives a damn and wouldn’t do anything to hurt you. So let’s leave all that shit where it belongs. It’s like that mess I dealt with when it came to Tara. You gotta let go baby. It’s gonna eat you alive if you don’t. It’s been three years. That asshole and his family are as good as dead to you. They aren’t coming back. So no matter what that agent has on you. It doesn’t matter.” He took her hand and put it to his heart.

“I love you. I just need you to put some faith in me. I got this. I’m not going to let anyone hurt you or Abel. I’d die before I let that happen.”

He kissed the top of her head and hugged her.

“It’s not me I’m worried about…” he heard her mutter against his chest.


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13 thoughts on “Chapter 12 A New Tide”

  1. I’m glad Gemma seems to have her head on and priorities straight. I hope it continues. I didn’t really watch the later seasons much but I loved Gemma in the early ones. Lol, so I’m kinda rooting for her. I hope she doesn’t go full bonkers. I love how protective Jax is. I hope Stahl and the Cullens rot together, slowly. Anyway, loveditsquared!

  2. I hope that woman will die and edward too. I hope that jax x-wife does not get the kid and hope that balle and jax get marry.

  3. Great chapter, Kitten! That damn agent is a pain in the ass and I hope she gets what’s coming to her sooner rather than later!! Nice moment with Bella and Jax at the end! Scampering off to read the next chapter! 🙂

  4. That agent is something else. She needs a good ass beating. She hasn’t a clue what she’s getting into. Jax and Bella are made for each other! This reads so much like a movie.

  5. Another awesome chapter. Someone needs to permanently shut up that bitch agent. Hope she hasn’t told the Cullens where Bella is but kind of expecting it. Loving this story.

  6. That agent is something else…I’m afraid that she might contact Edward and tell him where Bella is, and if that happens all hell will break lose. scary…great update hon, can’t wait to read more…thanks, huggs

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